I am recovering from my miscarriage. I am doing okay -- at least I'm not falling into a deep depression. I am finding things to look forward to. I am making goals. I am mourning my baby, but I am living. I am currently working on a LO about the baby. I want to do it while I am still feeling how I do. I want to be able to look back later and see how much I have healed.
I am making plans.
First, a Pampered Chef show on 30 Jan. That should be great -- a "Death by Chocolate" theme. Just in time for Valentine's Day.
Second, a Stampin' Up party -- run by me! My first show. I am making a coffee filter album, I think. I am inviting several of my LDS friends. I hope I am not going to offend them by using coffee filters for the album. I think it will be a lot of fun.
Third, my birthday is in March. I am going to try to work my tail off at my new job, taking photos for Zaio, so that I can make enough money to go to Disneyland. Just me and sister. Thats a BIG thing to look forward to!
Besides, keeping busy with Zaio will be good for me, too. Plus, I need to take 20,000 photos of homes and commercial properties in order to keep the camera. I need to get busy!